So...........today is the day that I hope NO ONE reads my blog, but I have got to face the music. I had had alot of success on weight watchers in 2016 and gotten down to a really good place. I was so close to the 75 pound star that I could taste it, and so close to the goal that my physician had set for me. I just knew I could do it. I felt that I had it figured out. Ever since February of this year, I have just not focused, I have not tracked, not measured, not shopped and prepped and cooked like I had, not made the best choices in restaurants, not exercised like I should and have gained back some weight.....quite a lot of weight really. It was not until today that I really allowed myself to see just how fast it comes back on. I stood at the scale at the Wolfchase WW and cried today for the first time. I have come too far to turn back now.
I have got to commit to getting on the program because we are going on our 25th anniversary cruise in March and I have got to be able to fit into my swim suit.
It is out of control............I am out of control.
I loved the marble jars that I had. Once I started gaining, I did not do the marbles any more. I kept lying to myself saying I won't get over 190, I won't get over 200, I won't get over 210. But it is so close to that now. I guess I am going to have to get those out and put quite a few marbles back and lose those marbles all over again. It will probably be even harder to lose the second time, but I am going to try.
(74.6 was my weight watchers official weightloss in February 2017....this is today)
Hopefully 2018 will be the year that I reach my goal.
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